Today I and my wife took my cats to the animal clinic.
It was annual medical checkup.
Younger cat got vaccination too.
We will go to the clinic again next week to hear the results.
Missed to post
Yesterday I wrote a diary.
I thought to post it, but somehow I missed to post.
When I opened blogging app, the editor with text appeared, but I already closed it, so that I lost the text.
Actually, what I wrote yesterday is, it was long day, I feel headache, I couldn't say I am fine to ex-CEO, veterans are all leaving.
All sad, all tough.
I feel headache almost all day.
When I arrived at the station nearby office, I started to feel headache. I can imagine why it happened from at that time.
Inspection
Preparation was hard.
The taste of laxative was not good.
I felt nausea a bit, but I could hasitate it.
Inspection itself went well.
Although the condition of colon was not perfect, overall it was good, as my doctor said.
Thanks to painkiller, I didn't feel pain.
I went home and took a rest.
Unfortunately, I have to another inspection for stomac at early next year, that must be so hard.
Day before an inspection
Tomorrow I will have a inspection of colon.
It is for the first time in a year.
I only can eat foods like Udon today.
I have to drink laxative from early morning tomorrow.
It's nightmare.
Today I have a super stressful work.
I'm not sure if I can stop writing terrible words, so that I decided to write diary beforehand.
Give up
I can't continue what I'm doing anymore.
It's too stressful to keep doing as daily job.
People only see the surface of the problem, and say what they just come up with.
I has been thinking it again and again and again already.
It's over. I can't do more. My heart is hurt almost every day.
I hate myself angry too many times.
I want to escape, for being a nice guy.