I can't continue what I'm doing anymore. 
It's too stressful to keep doing as daily job. 
People only see the surface of the problem, and say what they just come up with. 
I has been thinking it again and again and again already. 
It's over. I can't do more. My heart is hurt almost every day. 
I hate myself angry too many times. 
I  want to escape, for being a nice guy.