This night I will meet ex-colleagues.
I will remind good memories, but it turns out that old good (and no good) people had left from us.
It also will remind me that many people I feel connected leaves from us.
I gets isolated day by day.
I feel my greed for things keeps decreasing somehow.
I even can't read weekly email from my friend, which contains several interesting blog post drafts.
I couldn't open these emails in a few months.
I know I can just open and look over it, but I don't have enough energy inside myself.
I think I am so tired that I can't start more something productive.
Probably I need to meet a doctor or counselor.
I heard a news.
I was super shocked and depressed.