@kyanny's blog

My thoughts, my life. Views/opinions are my own.


This night I will meet ex-colleagues. 
I will remind good memories, but it turns out that old good (and no good) people had left from us. 
It also will remind me that many people I feel connected leaves from us. 
I gets isolated day by day. 

I feel my greed for things keeps decreasing somehow. 
I even can't read weekly email from my friend, which contains several interesting blog post drafts. 
I couldn't open these emails in a few months. 
I know I can just open and look over it, but I don't have enough energy inside myself. 
I think I am so tired that I can't start more something productive. 
Probably I need to meet a doctor or counselor. 


I heard a news. 
I was super shocked and depressed.